ange's musings

so today i have completely flaked out - its quite unbelievable but after all my written exams yesterday i just really needed to - feeling a bit guilty about lack of work but i am sure tomorrow, and the next day, and the next day will make up for that. what was most exciting is that i booked a short holiday for late june, after my job shadowing with my good friend liz here .i cannot actually believe we will be reading books (of a non-medical variety), lazing on beaches, cycling, enjoying some good wine and generally relaxing, with no agenda - i only wish it was for more than 3 night! ha ha.... i can't believe i managed to complain at the end of that! i know, i know i have nothing to complain about! am in fact feeling oh so very thankful at the mo - its a good feeling!

Born to blind parents, William Fitzsimmons has come up trumps with his second album "Goodnight". Admittedly the lyrics are quite sad at times, as he writes a lot about the break up and divorce of his parents during his adolescence, and he's honest - but that honesty makes truly beautiful tunes. Plus his beardy image makes him look pretty interesting too! Click here to share in the auditory delight.

So as the post title indicates it is late or early (?!) and I am wide awake! It seems that recently although I have been hitting the hay after midnight, I have been waking up for no apparent reason just a few hours later, anytime between 0200 and 0600. So this morning I lay awake and decide to listen to some "Lifehouse" songs and ponder..... well its not hard to do friends - my diurnal clock is totally dead right now. So as I do this, I think about Psalm 121 , a favourite of mine, and one a good friend reminded me of in a text yesterday; I look up the following verse: He who watches over Israel never sleeps or slumbers Psalm 121: 4 So God, He never sleeps, He never slumbers - what does He get up to then? Hmmm - ange, big thoughts - i know that's what you're thinking - err NOT! You are thinking ange - get back to bed and let God do His not sleeping thing - He does it so I don't have to I guess. But tonight, this morning I am quite happy to join him - it is in

today i break the 3 month mute on my blog (me? - mute? - yes really, very, very.....mute) with this..... courtesy of Ben Folds "Still fighting it" enjoy i am x ps if you fancy seeing him live join me on Sun 13th July, Carling Academy Bristol, BRING IT ON!